And in the beginning there were two

Where to start? Ok will start at the beginning i suppose. It was 6 years ago (2006) this past September when i met the love of my life my prince charming if you will. He was perfect or so it seemed at the time.We went to the movies, out to the river to look at the stars, etc.He worked in the oilfield so was gone alot, and because of this when he was home we spent every waking hour together. Now fast forward to November of 2006 we decided that after 2 months of dating we wanted to spend the rest of our lives together. We decided to tell our families over Christmas just how in love we had become. While his family was shocked mine wasn't really that surprised we had set the wedding for May of 2007 but have you ever heard the phrase "Fools Rush In"? This is exactly what we had became fools so to speak; because of circumstances we decided to move in together and get married in March. Everything seemed to be going good we of course had our little moments of did i really sign up for this? But who doesn't within the first few months or years. But getting back on track 2 months after getting married we found out we was expecting out first child and a week later found out we had lost it several weeks before. This was a major heartbreak for both of us. But thankfully Mike was their for me and took a week off of work to so he could be a shoulder for me to cry on. (btw did i mention he was a soldier and was even in Iraq for 13 months). After he went back to work and life started returning to normal i kept noticing little porn pop ups when ever i would get on the internet on our home computer. As small minded as i apparently am i would play them off as nothing.. until one day i logged on and decided to check the history and BAM he had been checking out countless porn sites sending waves, kisses, winks, etc.. This really pissed me off but i trusted him because when i would ask him about this stuff he would tell me it was nothing just something that came up in his email and he clicked on it. I believed him i mean why shouldnt I? We have only been married 3 months now and surely these problems arent already starting at only being married such as short time? So a couple weeks went by and i noticed a charge on our bank statement for $200.00 i called him at work and came out and asked him what it was for?? He said he had no clue so me being as stupid as i am i did alittle investigative work and found out that it was for a dating/porn website. YUP floored me to. I was so pissed when he got home i was on the verge of leaving but he come out and told me what it was for and that he liked looking at porn and didnt want me to find out about it. He told me he would delete it even made me sit their while he deleted it. Told me he was sorry blah blah blah. The usual im in trouble and been caught guy crap. Anyways moving on We got pregnant in October of 2007 and had our little boy William in july of 2008, In october of 2008 we found out we were pregnant again and had our little girl Kymbrial in july of 2009.. Yea we was busy lol. Anyways in the beginning of 2009 everybody remembers how the economy started going down the drain and out to sea, well so did the oilfield and mikes job. With him having an attitude it didnt help either. In July of 2010 we found out mike had lost his job and to put the Cherry on top of our already growing mess we had just signed the papers on our newly bought house and moved in the middle of April. How do you make payments on a house when the payments were coming from a job that has just been lost??? I remember spending lots of mornings, noons, and nights praying, praying that GOD would help us pay the bills, help our family stay strong when it felt like we was gonna fall apart. During this time I was working part/full time as a sub teacher this helped pay some of our bills, mikes disability check helped pay some more and have you ever heard the saying "we live overdraft to overdraft"?? That was us every month for 2 years..